Hello.

How are you guys this LOVELY day?

I am fine,

I just got back from the convention center,

Me lauren && Molly went to this talent thing.

I just modeled.

I wanted to act but i didnt have a monolog put together,

So i didnt.

LAUREN SANG THO,

SHE DID AN awesome job. :)

Im so proud of her..

&& Molly too. :)

HEHE.

I wanted Ellie and  noel to came but they didn't.

Noel had a softball game and ellie, i dunno.. hm.

well i gots me hair did.

I took all the red out and put more blonde in it.

I shall put pictures on this thing later son.

:)

I love you guys.

Oh and Courtney you got me good.

I realy thought you was trieng to go ''EMO''.

heehee.

I love my Court. :)

We are too gangster to be elmo or emo, WHATEVER.

hehe.

chelsey s.-

I am NOT a liar,

I know its hard to face the truth sometimes.

Because it hurts too bad and we don't want to believe it..

But,

I have no reason to lie to you about some thing like that Chesley.

I mean c'mon.

You think im that bad of a person.

IDC if you dont believe me..

I know what he told me and so does noel.

so,

IM DONE with triend to prove to you the truth.

Ive practicly done all i could do.

Sorry that the truth hurtss so bad you cant believe me.

I wouldnt just tell you that,

I have no reason to.

UNLESS I would hapen to get excited about seeing you hurt,

&& I DONT.

Ive been through the same thing.

Hes lied to me too before.

I was just trieng to help.

 I love you girl.

-victoriaa

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

-RIHANNA.

lovelovelove it.

<3

<3

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I had a blast this weekend,

I went to Lakecharles and saw my stepdad and all my friends.

I missed them so much,

I still do but,

Im thankfull i got to see them. :)

Friday Lauren had a party and we had fun.. :)

heehee.

You would have just had to have been there.

We stayed outside until 4:30 in the morning talking to brett and ben and all them then me and some other girls got tired and went to bed.

((BRETT broke his nose. hah. Pray fo that jigga boo. <3))

While the rest of them stayed out there..

hm.

Dont ask.

edit.

Things around here are okay i guess.

I didnt get to see my mom for mother'sday when i got home,

NOT that i was realy expecting to but,

anyways.

The things with me and John are getting better,

We are talking..  just you know,

I messed things up and they aren't going to ever be the same.

Golee its wierd to say and thing that, and kinda know that,

Its a wierd feeling to feel like (know) that is all your fault and your the reason things are the way they are.

And that you wont ever have what you used to have.

It gives me a wierd feeling in my tummy to thing about it.

It hurts so bad.

Like salt being put on a cut huh Mrs.Heather?

(Thanks Mrs.Heather, I love and miss you ) :)

I just have to give it all to God,

Thats what im doing.

And things are already getting better,

Well im going to bed..

More later loves.

I love you guys.

-victoria

What hurts the most,

Was being so clsoe,

&& having so much to say,

&& watching you walk away

&& never knowing,

What couldhave been.

RIP Ariel Maree

((PRAY FOR SADIE)))

OH AND HAILEY STOP STEELING CLOTHES.

HEEHEE.

I cant take back the things ive done,

Or change anything but i can fully regret it.

I think the people that are making a BIG deal out of it realy do not understand.

Theres more to the story than what you know kids.

Nothing bad but,

If you were not so against me for everything,

You would know and respect me for it.

Im not a difforent person,

You liekd me before..

Why hate me now?

I love you guys.

love

victoria

Ariel Marie Thigpen

You walked into my life like a ray of sunshine, a breath of fresh air

How could we have known the bond we had,

comes along once in a lifetime and is so rare.

The most wonderful friend I could have asked for

A lifetime of friendship, in the blink of an eye, well have no more.

All the secrets we've shared, the memories made

So little time, GOD please more time - more time, for this I have prayed.

My soul has been ripped wide open, our lives now torn apart

But your memory will live on forever, you're embedded in my heart.

No more tears can I shed and Ill not be afraid,

I know, by my side is where you'll always be

Ill never forget you, you're the other part of me.

I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU

And once again our paths will meet

Well share joy and laughter and our lives will be complete

Ariel's best friend wrote this for her.

Please pray for her family that is going through losing a great person.

&&Her friends,too.

We will miss you.

See you in heaven Sunshine .

God bless.

We love you.

<3